Deep in the forest of my heart I wonder
Beneath the oceans of my imagination I search
Lost in thoughts I ponder
High on the mountains I perch
I ask, I probe, I appeal, I demand, I beg, I request – I search
In need of that unique ONE
With hope I search
With faith I'll own that unique ONE alone
Near - I perceive, close – I sense
Nearer – I can see, closer – I can feel
My search approach far from the forest beneath the oceans of my imaginations
High from the mountain enclosed in the bosom of my heart
That unique ONE
Dear God, my search I hope I’ve found for a ‘Plan B’ is the perception of possible failure
My ONE could be ‘YOU’ but only if ‘YOU’ say – YES.
Monday 29 June 2009
Thursday 25 June 2009
His Story: TODAY
It took five long months - apart from the first 2 months of prior reconnection to establish what today has eventually become.
“Like play, like play” an ordinary friend request to an old classmate on Facebook eventually turned out to become the best thing that has happened to me. Not like we were much of buddies but I still remember that face and name each time somebody mentions it.
At first it was a technological affair. The internet was the environment; the telephone was the voice, the mailbox was the archive while the webcam played the visuals. Then later came the world famous Blackberry, which became the beck and call of that moment. It was all fun yet cannot be compared to what today is.
Though we had different plans and wishes for our first time but it turned out a different story, yet the feeling remained constant.
The first plan was LOS but it turned out to be ABJ. The first meeting venue was behind closed doors but it turned out to be outside a hotel (Transcorp Hilton). I'll rather not pen how I felt at that first point of meeting cos words cannot relay the message as perfect as it felt. As I watched her alight from the cab, I managed to conceal my excitement cos hey – we were supposed to be surrounded by top personalities; the type you can only see at Transcorp Hilton. So the best I could do was to behave coupled with the fact that I was a bit shy.
Let me spare you the details of the second meeting in ABJ……it was in my room but nothing happened. My phone was on ringing mode and the feeling was terrible. I had escaped from my duty post to pick up some stuff that I couldn’t even keep for security reasons (Na wah o….did she rob a bank just to do my wardrobe?). All the items from the shirts, jeans, tees, shoes, and pants were veritable stuffs and I’m not even joking.
After trying out a few of the stuffs, we clung to each other in bed like snakes in dire want for sex. But for us, it was beyond sex cos it didn’t have to happen in that room even though it looked right. The wow-factor was that nobody was in a hurry to eat the apple. It felt like an everyday thing and didn’t call for an emergency, even as much as we have looked forward to that moment. It was truly beyond sex……and then, I left for LOS……
The anxiety for our first time together was still on when I saw her radiant face in the cab in front of my office. She had just landed from ABJ and I was her primary point of call. It was a Friday and we could not afford to let this weekend slip off.
As the cab tore through the traffic and portholes, we stared at each other. For me I was still struggling to believe that I was with ‘Her’ in flesh and blood. I reached out to touch her at every move of the second and her Colgate smile had the better part of me. She would touch my face and hmmm…….how I loathe technology for enclosing her in that box of a webcam for so long.
I didn’t have to bother about the whole consular challenge any more; they were so long done with. And I also appreciate their role in the epistle. They played the suspense soundtrack.
After a search for a perfect love nest, we settled for the available which still turned out to be our best in the midst of zero options. We toasted to our eventual union and drank behind closed doors. With no motive of getting drunk, we paused on our limited supply of ‘shayo’ to shed off the load of passion that had engulfed our systems.
I wanted ‘Her’ and I was still careful not to pass the wrong impression. I loved her for her…..it was truly beyond sex. But at this point, I wanted her real bad for I was hungry for five months and her body was the only remedy.
We kissed like vampires resuscitating a mate and our bodies smashed against each other like sea waves against a rock. I could relate to her tits cos I had seen them at some of the technological shows…….. It was a moment of truth indeed.
As she turned around and exposed her behind…..it spelt perfect timing to proceed. Though the road was way too narrow but I managed to drive through. Each swipe was a moment of pleasure.
Right now, we may not be glued to each other physically but 24-7 our hearts are in tune like brand new guitars.
Today, I still love her like I had loved her. I don’t feel different and even before we part; I thirst for our next time together again.
So far, we have worried for people around us but God has been so merciful, nobody has worried for us. I love her and it feels much better to know that she loves me too.
We have satisfied the curiosity of our first meeting now the next hurdle is our first night as married couple. I’m looking forward to it because our arrows are not pointing elsewhere but to the altar.
But wait! What if she says ‘No’ to the supposedly golden question? Hmmmmm……..
Here’s a clarion call to all my readers – Please if you know ‘Her’ beg her not to leave me like she has promised never to. If Love was an ocean, then we have to be the deepest ocean and any attempt to stop the flow will be a suicide attempt cos we flow like we don’t see obstacles.
Today, I know she will read this and I also know she will try to report hotter than this. It doesn’t matter.
The bone of contention lies in our hearts…..our Love is our bond and if there ever be another blog called ‘Our Story’ as fly as this……it had to ran by another ‘J’ and ‘C’!
“Like play, like play” an ordinary friend request to an old classmate on Facebook eventually turned out to become the best thing that has happened to me. Not like we were much of buddies but I still remember that face and name each time somebody mentions it.
At first it was a technological affair. The internet was the environment; the telephone was the voice, the mailbox was the archive while the webcam played the visuals. Then later came the world famous Blackberry, which became the beck and call of that moment. It was all fun yet cannot be compared to what today is.
Though we had different plans and wishes for our first time but it turned out a different story, yet the feeling remained constant.
The first plan was LOS but it turned out to be ABJ. The first meeting venue was behind closed doors but it turned out to be outside a hotel (Transcorp Hilton). I'll rather not pen how I felt at that first point of meeting cos words cannot relay the message as perfect as it felt. As I watched her alight from the cab, I managed to conceal my excitement cos hey – we were supposed to be surrounded by top personalities; the type you can only see at Transcorp Hilton. So the best I could do was to behave coupled with the fact that I was a bit shy.
Let me spare you the details of the second meeting in ABJ……it was in my room but nothing happened. My phone was on ringing mode and the feeling was terrible. I had escaped from my duty post to pick up some stuff that I couldn’t even keep for security reasons (Na wah o….did she rob a bank just to do my wardrobe?). All the items from the shirts, jeans, tees, shoes, and pants were veritable stuffs and I’m not even joking.
After trying out a few of the stuffs, we clung to each other in bed like snakes in dire want for sex. But for us, it was beyond sex cos it didn’t have to happen in that room even though it looked right. The wow-factor was that nobody was in a hurry to eat the apple. It felt like an everyday thing and didn’t call for an emergency, even as much as we have looked forward to that moment. It was truly beyond sex……and then, I left for LOS……
The anxiety for our first time together was still on when I saw her radiant face in the cab in front of my office. She had just landed from ABJ and I was her primary point of call. It was a Friday and we could not afford to let this weekend slip off.
As the cab tore through the traffic and portholes, we stared at each other. For me I was still struggling to believe that I was with ‘Her’ in flesh and blood. I reached out to touch her at every move of the second and her Colgate smile had the better part of me. She would touch my face and hmmm…….how I loathe technology for enclosing her in that box of a webcam for so long.
I didn’t have to bother about the whole consular challenge any more; they were so long done with. And I also appreciate their role in the epistle. They played the suspense soundtrack.
After a search for a perfect love nest, we settled for the available which still turned out to be our best in the midst of zero options. We toasted to our eventual union and drank behind closed doors. With no motive of getting drunk, we paused on our limited supply of ‘shayo’ to shed off the load of passion that had engulfed our systems.
I wanted ‘Her’ and I was still careful not to pass the wrong impression. I loved her for her…..it was truly beyond sex. But at this point, I wanted her real bad for I was hungry for five months and her body was the only remedy.
We kissed like vampires resuscitating a mate and our bodies smashed against each other like sea waves against a rock. I could relate to her tits cos I had seen them at some of the technological shows…….. It was a moment of truth indeed.
As she turned around and exposed her behind…..it spelt perfect timing to proceed. Though the road was way too narrow but I managed to drive through. Each swipe was a moment of pleasure.
Right now, we may not be glued to each other physically but 24-7 our hearts are in tune like brand new guitars.
Today, I still love her like I had loved her. I don’t feel different and even before we part; I thirst for our next time together again.
So far, we have worried for people around us but God has been so merciful, nobody has worried for us. I love her and it feels much better to know that she loves me too.
We have satisfied the curiosity of our first meeting now the next hurdle is our first night as married couple. I’m looking forward to it because our arrows are not pointing elsewhere but to the altar.
But wait! What if she says ‘No’ to the supposedly golden question? Hmmmmm……..
Here’s a clarion call to all my readers – Please if you know ‘Her’ beg her not to leave me like she has promised never to. If Love was an ocean, then we have to be the deepest ocean and any attempt to stop the flow will be a suicide attempt cos we flow like we don’t see obstacles.
Today, I know she will read this and I also know she will try to report hotter than this. It doesn’t matter.
The bone of contention lies in our hearts…..our Love is our bond and if there ever be another blog called ‘Our Story’ as fly as this……it had to ran by another ‘J’ and ‘C’!
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